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Why I Draw what I Draw...
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I usually tend to draw to get some emotion out, or to get something I can't tell, off my shoulders. Sometimes if I want to give a particular person a message, I'll draw a picture, usually from a song I relate to them or something they'll know is related to them. There're a couple on my Facebook at the moment like that...I don't know if they've seen them and know they're telling them something, but I expect they've at least seen them.
Drawing tends to calm my mind. I can show what I'm really feeling, or thinking. Either generally, or when I'm listening to a particular song and I feel something or see something in my mind. And other times I just need to draw something I like to occupy my mind with something else. Having Depression and Anxiety is a burden, and it's influence can be seen in quite a few of my drawings. Drawing just a photo of my idol, Amy Lee, allows my mind to focus on that rather than whatever nonsense it's making up itself. My singing does that too - I can get all my emotion out when I sing and a lot of the time I'll feel better for a while after.
I don't draw all the time - usually when I do I'm really down or really happy. Unfortunately, it's usually the latter, but it means that I can get out all the bad stuff through my pencil rather than other means that may not be too healthy. I'll draw whatever I see in my mind and that particular point. They're usually from songs I'm listening to, a song that has a particularly poignant meaning to me recently or a song I have stuck in my head. I've had a lot of heartbreak and pain associated with that - and that's quite evident in all my drawings apart from the ones of Amy Lee. Drawing is a good way of getting it out - as well as singing. I find the drawing helps while I'm doing it.
The drawings from songs I do are usually memories - some are things I see in my mind, like the burning paper in my hands from 'Erase This' by Evanescence; the lyrics are, "Not enough to say goodbye! Burn it till there's nothing left!" - and that's what I saw at the time when I heard those lyrics. The lyrics, "It's all gone! The only world I've ever known sleeps beneath the waves...but I remember!" from Never Go Back by Evanescence reminds me of going out to a place where there was a lighthouse with someone I used to be close to.
There are many reasons why I draw what I draw...But they all seem to revolve around the same thing - how I'm feeling, what I'm feeling and what is missing.
Drawing tends to calm my mind. I can show what I'm really feeling, or thinking. Either generally, or when I'm listening to a particular song and I feel something or see something in my mind. And other times I just need to draw something I like to occupy my mind with something else. Having Depression and Anxiety is a burden, and it's influence can be seen in quite a few of my drawings. Drawing just a photo of my idol, Amy Lee, allows my mind to focus on that rather than whatever nonsense it's making up itself. My singing does that too - I can get all my emotion out when I sing and a lot of the time I'll feel better for a while after.
I don't draw all the time - usually when I do I'm really down or really happy. Unfortunately, it's usually the latter, but it means that I can get out all the bad stuff through my pencil rather than other means that may not be too healthy. I'll draw whatever I see in my mind and that particular point. They're usually from songs I'm listening to, a song that has a particularly poignant meaning to me recently or a song I have stuck in my head. I've had a lot of heartbreak and pain associated with that - and that's quite evident in all my drawings apart from the ones of Amy Lee. Drawing is a good way of getting it out - as well as singing. I find the drawing helps while I'm doing it.
The drawings from songs I do are usually memories - some are things I see in my mind, like the burning paper in my hands from 'Erase This' by Evanescence; the lyrics are, "Not enough to say goodbye! Burn it till there's nothing left!" - and that's what I saw at the time when I heard those lyrics. The lyrics, "It's all gone! The only world I've ever known sleeps beneath the waves...but I remember!" from Never Go Back by Evanescence reminds me of going out to a place where there was a lighthouse with someone I used to be close to.
There are many reasons why I draw what I draw...But they all seem to revolve around the same thing - how I'm feeling, what I'm feeling and what is missing.
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